do u hate your life?

Sunday, November 26, 2006

hey there ppl..

sori for nt updating my blog for a lng time alrady..

its been like wat..more den 1 wk alrady..

actually kinda 4gt bout it larh..hahah

too bz..as if onli..

hmm...

1 wk has passed..wat to write i duno..

well..i changed my blog skin..

wana tryout dis style of skin..diff frm my previous 1..

but wtf..gt side effect arh..

it screwed up my tagboard..eventhou i chose de smalest 1 alrady..

haiz..sori bout dat ppl..

niwae..jus wanted to hav a simple 1..dats all..

hmm..lets see..last wk..

been bz doin some microstation drawings of my plans, sect n elevations..

it was basically all crap arh..damn fucked-up arh..

oops..i tink dis fucked-up tingy is realli getting into me..

haiz..but well..

jus heck it larh..sae watever u wana sae..

coz its alrady fucked-up rite..

harap2 jgn sampai jadi virus sudah..

nnt ppl will go ard saeing it..

not nice man..hahah

crazy larh..

like de song by eamon: fuck it

it was a nice 1..

n it was realli uncencored arh..cool sng..

sial arh..i tink im goin crazy alrady..

argh!!

okok..jus hang in there abit..

remembered wat rabia said to me in msn..

n wat qraisha said too..

firstly if gt problem..dun choose killing urself as 1 of ur options..

there r plenty other more solutions to it.

killing urself jus makes it worse rite..

stupid sia julio!!

okie..other den hurting urself more wit ur own problem..

u alwaes hav frens ard u..frens who realli care bout u..

frens who will be there 4 u..

but well.. other den parents..they are de nxt closest ppl u hav..

u see..dis damn self-centered freak julio..

he didnt realise it..until dat dae..n heard bout wat truly happened..

when he was about to be superman who cant fly..

so u guys get wat i mean by saeing dat rite??

if dun..den nvm..

so..friends..

eventhou ur nt close to ur frens..dun treat dem differently..

coz dey are still ur frens rite..

but de fact is dat u dun talk much..dun even mingle ard..

but until 1 dae u found out dat all ur frens care bout u..

dey dun wan u to do stupid stuffs..

dey dun wana see u go awae frm de face de earth..

dis simply shows dat dey care arh..eventhou dey r nt ur close frens..

suddenly..my views on my frens totally change..

well..ppl sae i've changed..for watsoever reasons also i duno..

but dey want me to jus be simply me back again..

stop being dis freakin jerk..

i'll try arh..not try arh..

i wana be back to de old normal original me..

wish dat tings were where dey were suppose to be..

so..i guess dats dat 4 nw..

jus wana leave a little sumting..

on wat i tink bout having frens ard..

"If one day you feel like crying,
Call me.
I don’t promise you that I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you..

If one day you want to run away,
Don’t be afraid to call me.
I don’t promise to ask you to stay,
But I can run with you..

If one day you don’t want to listen to anybody,
Call me.
I promise to be very quiet..

But,
If one day you call
And there is no answer..

Come fast to see me,
Perhaps I need you.."

well..dats done..

n ended my dae nicely nw..

so..cya \m/

finale.
12:09:00 am