i want to be free from desolation and despair

2007-02-05T09:41:00.000+08:00

hey ppl

i see dis blog like shit alrady rite. haha.

nah. i jus wanted to start everyting anew.

so theres a new blog larh.

so dis will no longer be in use anymore.

but r welcome to tag or jus ponder upon de past posts.

well. my new blog still under construction.

so come visit soon yar. in bout 2 or 3 daes time.

n ouh yar..those ppl who knw me bog.

pls relink me aite.

dat would be veri much appreciated. :)

adolescent-children.blogspot.com

njoy yar.

-chiao-

2007-01-28T00:35:00.000+08:00

k..nw is like err..12+ in de morning. gona be 1 soon. hah.

its kinda late alrady rite. hmm..but well. jus wana keep on moving.

wit de posts i mean..so far..havent been updating much.

n dis blog also like dead alrady..no1 tags..which den i guess no1 reads larh.

so im like half-heartedly doin my posts.

haiz..niwaes no mood also. duno larh y so moody.

im suppose to be here to write onli a FEW sentences.

but nw see larh..im blabbering alrady. soon it will get bored.

k larh..i will keep to my word dis time to write onli a few sentences.

i'll try arh.

hmm..jus nw went to de music exchange.

saw dem came..dey played..n dey left..

actually arh..i duno wat to sae.

after hearing hw dey played..n hearing wat de teachers' had to sae.

i realli had no comment arh.

feel kinda bad actualli..as an alumni.

come back to de band but nvr help much. haiz..

i knw i dun hav dat much skills larh.

de most i can do is to come back n giv moral support rite.

come back make dem happi. or talk to dem if dey nid aniting.

nw its like..my jr's alrady same standard as me.

so wat more can i do. de onli ting dey can do.

is to help demselves.. which i hope dey will do.

sometimes being too nice is not such a gd ting at all huh.

should i come back more often?? guess so larh..since after hearing wat de teacher said.

erm..dats all for nw larh.

will update more soon.

nw still nt slpy arh..cant slp..duno y.

n de freaking portfolio submission is on tues. wtf.

k larh. till here.

-chiao-

2007-01-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

k..i tink dat dis are de onli pics which i can post at de moment. dat freaking photo tingy giving some bloody prob. haiz.. see de pics up there?? all nice2 rite. wahaha. see larh..onli in de pic nice. but den rite. wen not in de pic n 'behind de scene'..dey are much2 more different. k forget to sae. dis ppl here are de percussionist - of WGSSB. me section. sori larh..de 2nd pic there. whereby gt all de boys. well.. im down there xtra onli. shouldnt be in de pic. n too bad de gurls didnt take any pics together. hmm..frm here can see hw sexist de section is rite. well..its kinda true to a certain extent onli. haiz..i duno larh. to sae dat my sect is realli having probs or nt. but from wat i see..dey are realli having probs larh. internal conflicts n stuff. n also probs wit playing de SYF pieces. a few ppl hav written in their blog bout dis issue. ppl frm de section..n also from other section. overall wat dey hav said..are mostly true. hmm..i havent been realli communicating well wit de sect. as in didnt get to talk to them most of the time larh. missed out on a few of their conversations or talks. so i didnt get to sae wat i wanted. or even to see hw my section is doing. mostly wen i come to band..dey are alrady goin on wit either sectionals or combine. dun kinda hav much time wit them. but well..watever it is.. de prob still lies there. in de section. n i cant sae whether it is getting better or getting worst. basically..im veri dissappointed wit wat my section is doin arh. n also veri sad bout their condition nw. haiz.. i mean it for real arh. first time im seeing them like dis. dey were not like dis b4. dey are not like wat dey used to be last time. de cheerful n energetic ppl. now all dat is gone. slowly it faded awae. frm each n every member of de section. nw its like..all hav gone into their own minds..gone seperate waes. i can sae dat their unity is there. its jus dat dey are not working well wit each other. as in cooperate. den from there. de problem of sexist arise again. wats wit u guys man??? cant u jus like mix n mingle ard wit every1. y must seperate guys n guys den gurls n gurls?? den like dat..wats de use of de term family??!! didnt u guys said dat u all are 1 family??!! sori larh if im like dis. but realli arh. seeing u all like dis. i cant be helped but to rite dis down. u guys wana be fucking gays n lesbians izit?!! haiz... den now come to bout de problems tingy. i see like u guys are bringing in ur personal probs into de alrady existing prob in de sect. isnt dat like, making it much more worst. den also..if de section realli got prob. cant u like settle it properly..as in maturely..dun be childish. n dun get over reacted larh ppl. since gt prob..u r suppose to help out wit one another. not making matters worst for dat person. n also dun show ur freaking bloody attitude in de sect!! wen SYF is like so fucking near!! eh WAKE UP LARH!!! u all knw or nt hw lng u guys hav been having dis kind of situation. SYF pieces also canot play properly. wats so difficult?? u guys hav such an easy set piece to play. where's ur showmanship?? y are u guys so conservative?? wen playing u should show out expressions..feelings of de song.. jus feel free to MOVE!! dun be ashamed of wat u r doin. den if not. y r u guys here in de first place??!! better buck-up on ur skills. even simple rythyms also hav probs playing. arent u guys alrady experienced enuf. n dun alwaes depend on mr sim to tell u wat to do. take ur own initiative to knw wat to do. dun also let him be de one coming to u to show de example hw to. n DUN PULL DE BAND DOWN!! its up to u guys to bring up de band. k..dats for ur showmanship. den as for respect. de SL. u've realli lost respect larh from some of de members. u nid to giv it to earn it. dis is another factor whereby u tink other ppl are giving attitude probs wen u dun even watch ur own. n other members.. pls larh. dun get carried awae wit wat other ppl sae. be ur own self. settle de prob whole heartedly. n not by siding dis or dat person. dat would NOT help. for de SL. pls dun pick on ppl. n dun make dramatic situations. n wen u r not happi wit sum1. tell it to dem straight forward!! dun come to other ppl telling dis n dat bout dat person!! u scared izit??!! den y r u de SL?? must u everytime come to me??!! u even said dat u wanted de sect to be independant. n wat happened to dat. i dun see dat being developed. not even from urself. n as for those cheeky n freaking ppl who like to giv attitude probs. PLS STOP!! it wont do any better if continue to do so. eh listen larh to ur SL. eventhou ur SL is nt rite all de time. dun let any of ur members suffer. calm tings down n everyting will work out fine. continue to do dis..i will come to u one by one. sori if u tink dat im being a little to harsh here. but hey..im done wit being too nice alrady. all dis is over!! haiz.. i've been in dis line for wuite some time alrady n wit enuf experince to tell u all dat it is nt easy to be here, a percusiionist. its not easy at all to withstand all dat pressure coming from de band n de conductor. it is veri demanding. n also there will be stress from de sect if guys arent communicating well or helping each other out. lastly i wana sae is dat.. pls hear out to each and every1 of de section members wat they hav to sae!!! b4 bombarding them wit stuffs.. each member.. i knw.. surely would hav a feeling for de section n/or towards de section. dat feeling deep down inside. im sure all njoy being ard each other as a 'family'. i beg u all..for once.. pls stop all dis nonsense.. haiz.. realli am dissappointed. if u find dat there is any problems wit this post..pls do tag me. n if u feel dat i've offended u..pls tag me. let me knw. n as for all de percussionist..pls tag once u've read.

to de percussionist: pls treasure one another. do dis for ur own sake not mine. dun let de band down, dun let de section down, dun let ur seniors down n dun let urself down. do all dis for urselves. not for me or anybody. i jus want u all to be like last time. de old wae u began wit. no conplicts or watsoever. free from unhappiness in de sect. realli be like one 'family'. care for one another. concentrate on ur SYF. its coming. n veri near too. show de band and mr sim dat u guys can do it. prove to urselves dat u can do it. dun ever giv up!! seek help from one another. be open. dun keep to urself k. lastly - practice makes perfect yar. :)

you guys rock!! \m/

-chiao-

2007-01-23T08:28:00.000+08:00

woits. hey ppl. sori for nt updating for a veri lng time.

been bz. n also no time arh. sumtimes no mood to update also. haha..

duno larh wats goin on dis daes. haiz..

hmm..so i dun wana mention much bout wat happened in de last wk.

i will onli sae those so called "major" events.

but i guess i will be updating quite alot todae. duno if its gona be lng or nt.

or maybe jus a brief 1. ouh yar. n i changed de song on my blog too.

sori for de bad sound quality. like shit rite. but i tink dis song suits my blog better.

erm..had my presention for my final project last tues. n i dun wanna tak bout it.

den on thurs n fri had band practices. n i managed to go for both practices.

cool as in i gt to go..but not cool coz there are some probs in de sect.

so i'll touch on dat later yar.

hmm..den on sundae went for phil winds concert at esplanade.

n ytd was Quraishah's b'dae. didnt get to sabo her thou. wahaha.

k..skip de presentation tingy. dun wanna even tink bout it.

so moving on..i'll talk bout wat happened during last wks band practice.

hmm..on thurs couldnt quite remember wat happened.

ouh yar. went to mit Ain..den went to band wit her.

met hakim n yunus at skool. n after dat gt some probs occured.

cant mention dat. n didnt do much larh. i jus sat in de store rm for most of de time.

de rest of my sect was having sectionals wit mr sim. after dat was combine.

n dat was de end of band prac on thurs.

on fri.. gt to knw dat ronald was having an off dae.

so asked him if he wana go band or nt.

i went for fri prayers. den met up wit Ronald at cwp later on.

had lunch at MacD. we slack there for awhile talk crap. haha.

after dat went to interchange. ran for de bus. n saw Hamiz inside.

kinda surprising thou. he jus finished skool. den he said he was goin for band prac also.

reached skool. den every1 was like all over de place. mr Sim didnt come.

straight awae went to mit my sect.

hmm..saw some of them their eyes were red wit tears. den i ask y.

dey sae dey all jus had some talk together. n i missed it again. damn.

but watever larh.

since mr Sim didnt come. we had sectionals all de wae.

de sect practiced their Night Safari. well..it was okie larh.

but after dat. it kinda got boring. n dey didnt even do any warm up.

as in doin strokes larh.

so asked dem to sit in a circle. n Bentley took charge of de session.

1 by 1. wahaha.

had some fun too thou during dat time. was jus trying to brighten up de mood.

all of them were like so...i duno larh wat to sae.

but never de mind.

so ended de dae by a performance from de SLs n mentors.

dey did a cheer. which was supposed to be used for de music exchange tingy.

was kinda nice. n dat was de end of fri.

hmm..on sat didnt do much.

jus went to de library wit Ain. coz i nidda do some work there.

den met Rabia. had lunch at cwp.

after dat..went hm. n dat was de end of sat.

ah.. finally come to sundae.

out of de whole wk. dis was de best dae. hahah!

had lots of fun.

hmm..but stared out de dae kinda early.

de concert was at 1930hrs.

but den had plans wit Ain, Rabia n Qraisha..and also was suppose to mit de section for lunch.

erm..so met up wit Ain first den went to cwp to mit de other 2.

Rabia sae who late must blanja bubble tea. even 1 min late also counts.

but i knw she gt someting planned. wahaha.

so me n Ain purposely came late. coz i wanted to reach there later den Rabia.

so i was late. had to blanja dem bubble tea. cant believe dat dey were alrady waiting at sweet talk.

tk tau malu ehk. hahaha!

buti didnt mind. so dey gt their bubble tea.

den went to timezone. Ain treat dem larh.

i no money larh. :(

wahaha! as if onli.

while dey were there. dey played time crisis 4, air hockey, percussion master and de dance tingy.

didnt get to play daytona. alot of ppl sia.

hmm..i played de percussion master tingy and trashed all of dem.

wahahaha! but im no pro. still suck at it.

damn those tings.

den watch Rabia n Qraisha play de dance tingy.

funny sia. haha!

k.. den bl3..

after de timezone tingy..went to MacD. qraisha wana eat.

so sat there watch her eat. alot of funny stuff also happen sia.

ouh yar..there was dis indon family beside us. gt this cute little girl sitting in de baby stool.

damn cute sia. n she was like looking at me most of de time. wahaha.

n suddenly there was dis uncle on the other side gave us a med size coke n fries.

so dey had free food. haha.

after MacD. we all gt seperated. i met up wit Shawal n Afiq. den Ain metup wit her sect.

den Rabia n Qraisha i duno go where.

at 4 met de whole section at BnS. some ppl were late.

we den set off for Marina Square.

wanted to hav lunch there.

dey decided to eat at KFC. so go there. gt a table for 11 ppl. haha!

big group huh.

it was my treat for de food. my sis also contributed abit.

den de drinks i duno who treat. waited for Shawn there. lucky gt some food left for him.

he was hungry larh. haha. n Corn also. ate 4 pieces of chicken. omg.

didnt quite hav a gd time at KFC n Marina Square.

after all dat. headed for Esplanade to mit up wit de rest of the band members.

gt our tix. so while waiting. alot of kechoness arh.

chaotic i sae. haha.

finally gt to go in. so it was full house huh. alot off ppl went to watch de concert.

i sat sumwhere in de centre of de back row. it was alrite arh.

de performance was nice. really nice. admired de wae mr Dennis Sim played.

veri expressive. wah. wonder if 1 dae de percussionist can play like dat.

power sia.

so after de concert..went out side of de Esplanade.

at de front concourse area there. which had de water features. overlooking de war memorial.

hmm..had fun there. it was even more chaotic larh.

ppl running about. ppl playing wit de water. ppl camwhoring. haha!

k. so de percussionist had a sect photo. too bad i onli hav 1 larh.

after dat de guys of de sect took 1 photo together.

i'll upload de photos later aite.

nw i tink dis post too long alrady. later wana post slow arh.

after all dat..headed hm. didnt go hm wit de whole band thou.

coz some wanted to go eat. some wanted to go walk another wae.

duno larh. so all went different waes.

i went hm wit Ain, Rabia, Qraisha, Nadiah, Mimi, Azri, Fiah n Aqidah.

took de mrt. headed for Marina Bay first den went to wdlnds.

we did dat so as to get a place to sit.

n while de train was empty..not exactly empty larh. onli veri little ppl.

dey had a photo taking session..in de train. haha! like nuting to do sia.

it was a long ride hm.

so upon reaching Wdlnds..some ppl dropped off at Admiralty.

reached Wdlnds ard 11+..went to de pasar mlm there.

all were hungry. so Azri treat us to some burgers. thanx yar.

so walked hm..sent Ain hm. den i reached hm ard 12+.

late huh. well..dat was de end of de fun filled dae. haha.

i'll upload de pics later. together wit another post.

n ouh yar. dat post is also for de percussionist.

gt sumting to sae out larh. so read up yar.

okie..so dat was long. lol.

ytd was Qraisha's b'dae.

met up wit Ain after she finished skool.

den mit Qraisha at civic there. and also waited for Hasyim.

went to cwp. met Rabia.

Hasyim left earlier coz he wanted to go to work.

den de rest had lunch at LJS.

after dat walked ard cwp..den headed hm.

too bad didnt get to sabo Qraisha arh.

wahaha. n so dat was de end of ytd.

woohoo..dat was realli lng. later gt sumore.

so later would be pics n also sumting for de persussionist to read up.

jus wana settle some freaking problem larh. damn unhappy wit de sect.

c ya later aite.

-chiao-

2007-01-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

hey there ppl.

actually..nw kinda no mood.

im like giving my project alrady sia..

but tink again i cant larh. jus gonna continue..

i duno y..but realli no mood arh..

i had to stop work..couldnt continue wit it.

haiz..

niwaes im here for nuting.

jus gonna put up lyrics.

a song heard over de radio.

i tot it was quite nice. de lyrics arh fine.

i guess arh.

so de song title: You'll Be Safe Here

by Rivermaya.heard of them?

so here it goes:

"Nobody knows
Just why we're here
Could it be fate
Or random circumstance
At the right place
At the right time
Two roads intertwine

And if the universe conspired
To meld our lives
To make us
Fuel and fire
Then know
Where ever you will be
So too shall I be

Chorus:
Close your eyes
Dry your tears
'Coz when nothing seems clear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You'll be safe here

Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong

And though the world would
Never understand
This unlikely union
And why it still stands
Someday we will be set free.
Pray and believe

Chorus:
When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here

When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

Save your eyes
From your tears
When everything's unclear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Wounded heart

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here

When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You'll be safe here

When no one understands
I'll believe
You'll be safe,
You'll be safe
You'll be safe here
Put your heart in my hands
You'll be safe here"

niwaes..dis me new blog song too.

so njoy yar.

so dats it. dats de song.

till here den.

-emo-

2007-01-07T13:07:00.000+08:00

woits..haha.

nw is like 1+ in de afternoon..so taking some time off to update some stuff.

well..skool is gonna reopen tmr.

finally its term 4..so fast n yr 1 is gonna end soon.

n im doin shity stuff wit my final project nw.

im so not doin well in dis course..so can i sae i suck at architecture??

maybe its true..eventhou im a dnt student.

but sumhw i dun feel dat im liking dis course..

niwaes..i jus nidda continue wat im doin.

for de sake of my parents..for de sake of myself??

kk..i tink enuf of dat larh..dun wan dis to be too long.

nid to continue wit me project after dis.lots to do..

hmm..dis nxt part here.

gonna sae sumting bout my section in wgssb.

de percussionist! haha..

finally gt sumting gd to write bout.

so i guess u guys heard it frm ur SL.

dey did a great job i can sae.

improving a lot but at a slow pace.

i dun mind de pace..jus dat i hope dey improve more.

help out each other.

try not to hav any grudges or any jealousy or watsoever.

i knw its not easy to be put under pressure all de time.

dun tink to much bout wat other band members sae bout de section.

one more ting is..treasure each other larh..dun be too oposing or offensive against one another.

u all like 1 big family rite. should care more bout each other.

im happi to see u u guys like dis.

a few stuffs which i wish to see happen in de section is..

for u guys to improve on respect in terms of attitude.

n as for performance..jus dun be shy.

move to de music more..show expressions..

dun feel embarrased to dis kinda stuff..

once u found all dis a norm alrady..performing would be a blast 4 u guys.

n also brush up on ur skills too..

theres plenty of room for improvement.

dun giv up easily..jus persevere. u'll get to dat standard u want.

i everytime come back to band 4 de past yr as an alumni..

i dun see any respect leh..

eventhou sumtimes u all gimme attitude probs or wat..

i still come back to help out n teach..

after all ive done..i can see de results from u guys..

but i didnt recieve any thanx frm u guys..

i jus keep quite larh..jus kept being patient..

i guess seeing u guys happy being together makes me happi.

n dats a big enuf thanx for me..

remember all de moments spent wit ur section..remember each n every1 frm ur sect.

1 dae u guys will be successful in bringing up de sect. n hope u guys too see wat im seeing happening in de sect nw.

i tink dat my work here is done alrady..i dun nid to come back dat often rite.

niwaes im gonna be bz wit skool alrady.

u guys hav a great SL to lead u..so be co-operative k.

to work hand-in--hand to bring de section up.

i'll be watching n waiting 4 dat dae to come.

u guys nw can be independant alrady rite.

i'll be waiting 4 dis to happen..

i'll nt be needed anymore..my work done.

im so happi to see u guys like dis nw.

n better stay like dat.

so..take gd care of each other k.

dun dissapoint each other, de band or mr sim.

alwaes remember.

i wont be seeing u guys for quite some time k.

gd luck in ur SYF..i knw u guys can do it.

so dats all for nw..thanx for being great.

luv u guys..hooray for de percussionist!!

rock on!! \m/

-chiao-

-in de passion for music-

2007-01-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

school gonna start dis comin mondae.

no!!! im still not done wit my project yet.

still doin bits n peices of it. haiz..

damn larh..can i finish it on time??

i wish i can larh..but by de looks of it..

its plenty of last min work..which has no quality..

sux to de core man.

hmm..jus came back no lng ago.

which was ard 11+ i tink..

went for band jus nw.

they had thier sec1 orientation performance.

it was fun.totally fun..but rite..damn tiring.

de weather for ytd was fine..kinda cloudy but wit de sun shining.

was hapi dat it didnt rain.

we were to perform in de parade square.

later on in de evening..wen all de instruments are set up.

it started to drizzle..den get heavier..

we had to move our instruments in..along de corridor.

den de rain stopped..luckily we havent move to de hall yet.

so we jus put de instruments back out.

few moments later..wen we were jus about to perform.

it started to rain AGAIN!! so we quickly move in de instruments.

brought it up to de hall..coz we tot dat its gona be a wet weather situation.

in due of de rain.

but as soon as we reached de hall..

de rain stopped..we were all like wtf! esp de percussionist..

pity dem..so many instruments to carry n move ard.

so bring down to de parade square again..

n finally we performed..yea!

all went kinda well..was fun n exciting. hahah!!

so i guess dats it for de band stuff??

pretty much it is larh..

actually got alot more..but lazy to rite.

tired arh..

hmm..so nxt part im gona post another lyric.

frm de same bnd which lyrics i posted ytd.

ungu is a nice band u knw..thier musicn lyrics are nice.

lyrics are meaningful..

so i can sae dat dis is my fav band..for nw..other den muse. hahah!

title: tercipta untukku

artist: ungu

album: melayang

menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu

membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku

mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah

saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

banyak kata

yang tak mampu kuungkapkan

kepada dirimu

reff:

aku ingin engkau slalu

hadir dan temani aku

disetiap langkah

yang meyakiniku

kau tercipta untukku

sepanjang hidupku

aku ingin engkau slalu

hadir dan temani aku

disetiap langkah

yang meyakiniku

kau tercipta untukku

meski waktu akan mampu

memanggil seluruh ragaku

ku ingin kau tau

kuslalu milikmu

yang mencintaimu

sepanjang hidupku

aku ingin engkau slalu

hadir dan temani aku

disetiap langkah

yang meyakiniku

kau tercipta untukku

meski waktu akan mampu

memanggil seluruh ragaku

ku ingin kau tau

kuslalu milikmu

yang mencintaimu

k..so dats de song..err..sori for those who dont understand.

nice?? not nice den nvm..

kinda meaningful to me.

haha.

well..dats it for nw.

gona go slp alrady..tired sia.

till nxt time

-chiao-

2007-01-04T11:48:00.000+08:00

k..i changed my blog skin.

nice?? i knw its like a little to offensive arh.

so im sori yar.

dats jus de wae i feel..for nw..

if there is aniting wrong..pls do leave me a msg.

hmm..nw its like onli noon.

n band prac is not until 2.30 later.

kinda bored rite nw.

so went searching for blog skins, songs n lyrics.

till i came across dis nice song..wit sorta meaningful lyrics.

im sori for those who cant understand de lyrics..i cant quite translate it.

sori arh.

title: Aku Bukan Pilihan Hatimu

artist: Ungu

album: Melayang

jika memang diriku

bukan lah menjadi pilihan hatimu

mungkin sudah takdirnya

kau dan aku takkan mesti bersatu

* harus slalu kau tau

kumencintamu disepanjang waktuku

harus slalu kau tau

semua abadi untuk slamanya

reff:

karena kuyakin cinta dalam hatiku

hanya milikmu sampai akhir hidupku

karena kuyakin disetiap hembus nafasku

hanya dirimu satu yang slalu kurindu

kembali *, reff

k..dats de song.

its nt de song on my blog thou..

cant find de song..but well..lyrics will do.

so i guess dats it for nw.

2nd post will be up later on at nite.

-c ya-

2007-01-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

todae's post will not be dat lng.

jus came here to get some stuff outa my mind.

tings hav been bugging me lately.

n realli i mean bugging me..

damn i sound kinda emo-ish.

but wth..life is full of emotions..so just let it out.

surely every1 has it. if not..den i duno larh wat sae..

so nw im like emotionally n mentally unstable..

omg..i sound like im in IMH. haha

but hey..its nt as if im gonna break down or wat at any moment k.

jus some unpeacefulness in my mind.

slpy head alrady arh..gona talk shit if i continue to do so.

hmm..till here den.

gona doze of alrady.

nites..cya.

-chiao-

2007-01-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

so its de 2nd dae of 2007..

n i still feel as thou im stuck back in 2006..hahah!

oh man..dis is crap. totally crap..

didnt do aniting much todae. jus slacked at hm..

tired sia.

so im gonna continue wat happened on new yrs dae.

which was ytd larh..hmm..so woke up kinda early in de morning.

was slpy larh..coz didnt hav much slp as u can see coz of de last post.

hmm..i didnt knw y i was so excited bout ytd..

maybe coz de family is getting together for a bbq?? nah..

i also dun hav any idea.

but nevertheless..ytd was fun.

ever heard of ppl bbq-ing infront of thier doorstep..

as in like along de corridoor..

well..dats wat i did larh ytd..at my granny's place.

but wth..n its nt de 1st time my family did dat larh.

so..we bbq-ed satay, chicken n corn..

n ouh yar..raosted some marshmallows too..

nice2..

so bbqed till evening like dat..

den all hav a rest at me granny's place..

ard 7+ like dat..all felt bored..

den go out larh..jln2..

den came hm..

den came hm like nuting to do..jus eat n eat again..

i canot tahan sia dat part..

too much food.

went hm ard 2+ i tink..

n so..dat was de end of ytd..

i guess i will stop here larh..

dun feel like updating much..

damn freaking tired..

maybe tmr update sumore??

dis blog of mine is starting to get boring huh.

all de craps are here..

i wonder if ppl realli read it or nt..

but i knw mine is all shit..

so dats it..no mood alrady larh..haiz..

cya ppl..

-chiao-

2007-01-01T01:40:00.000+08:00

woohoo!! its 2007 ppl!! happy new yr!

cool..time jus fly pass..n i cant believe its alrady 2007.

well..at least can sae gdbye to 2006..

hmm..lets reflect on it.

k..i tink i shall nt b4 i start my crapping ard.

im jus here to write bout wat happened in de last wk..

maybe de reflection tingy later larh.

hmm..didnt update in de past few daes coz of some bzness..

had band camp last wk..on de 27 & 28.

was much fun thou..plenty of alumnis n newly graduates came back.

nice to see all of them there..

it was jus a simple 2 dae 1 nite camp.

but not to sae boring arh.

erm..de alumnis did hav some fun on thier on at camp..

didnt join in much of de band activities other den thier sectionals n combine.

so other den dat..we were doin our own stuff..

de alumnis had a so called "netball" match..hahah!!

can u believe it?? hahha!

it was fun..scored 1 for my team..n we won.yea!

so de rest of de dae was like sectionals n combine.

i joined in to help my section..dey were down on members.

but so far no improvement frm my sect..

but frm de band..there is some improvement.

later on at nite..after de members ended thier dae.

de alumnis sat together in de music rm..

n had a mini band combine..hahah.

cool huh..

we had fun playing a few peices without a complete band..

not dat nice arh..hahah!

played till bout like 3?? i guess so arh..

after dat took over de comm members nite duty..

we all didnt slp larh..

sat outside de corridor..playing cards n chatting away till de sun rise.

well..i was hoping dat by de end of 2006 we could alrady form an alumni bnd..

but it didnt happen..coz there were not enuf alumni members..guess had to wait for a few more generations to graduate first..

so during de 2nd dae..jus mainly sectionals n combine..

afterdat break camp ard 6.45

n so dat was de end of bnd camp..

so moving on to fri..

woke up late arh..coz veri tired.n lack of slp..

was suppose to follow mum n sis to town.

but i didnt want to..coz i wanted to go to fri prayers wit me frens.

den afterdat meet up wit ain.

so as de dae goes by..got bored larh..

after meeting ain..called shawal if he was playing badminton or nt..

he said yea..so i came down n joined in..

long time nvr play alrady sia..den my performance flop.

like shit arh..totally shit..

n dat was de end of fri..

sat went out me family n did some preparations for hari raya..which was on sun.

it was like onli a few hrs ago..hahah!!

so slamat hari raya haji to all fellow muslims..

still not late thou..dis hari raya will go on for 4 daes..

ytd jus went over to my granny's n aunt's place..

didnt do much..jus go there talk2 den eat..de go off..

so dats it for last wk..woohoo!

time check nw: 2:06a.m

wow..dats kinda late..

haiz..been missing her alot..

nw its gonna get worst..her ppd finish..

so cannot ctc her..n dat was precisely wat happened larh..

which was ytd..didnt even talk to her..

n im like wth..miss her arh..

nidda get some cash to top up for her..

well..dats it for nw..

i'll be posting another1 later at de end of de dae..

so c ya later aite ppl.

-chiao-

2006-12-25T00:21:00.000+08:00

hmm..kinda bored rite nw.

so i guess i guess i'll just update my blog..

well..its been kinda lng alrady since i posted sumting rite..

4 daes hav passed..n lets see wat has happened..

erm..last thurs n fri..there had been bnd practices

kinda boring..on thurs nt dat many ppl turned up..

was kinda dissapointed wit my section..haiz..

i realli duno wat happened to dem alrady..

dun wana mention bout dat anymore..later i go blab bout some nonsense..

ouh yar..gave ain de gift alrady..

can see dat she likes it..im happy to see her happy :)

hmm..on fri was okie thou..

quite a few more turned up..n plenty more alumnis came down..

was happy to see dem..

den after band..had lunch wit joey n joseph at ljs..

after which i met up wit some other bnd members outside boots n shoes

it was some last min tingy for me..as i didnt actualli plan to go to de concert..

there was dis tuba ensemble tingy at laselle

my sis sae dat there were some extra tix.

so i jus go larh..since ain was there..

coz promised her to send her hm after de concert..

so tinking once again..it was better if i follow rite..less of a hassle for me..

de concert ended pretty late actually..n not to mention dat de venue was veri far..

at kallang sia..

n nw goes on sat n sun..

sat didnt do much jus went out wit my family since morning till nite..

n jus nw..well not exactly jus nw arh..

look at de time nw..its alrady mondae..niwaes..MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

hahah!! so it was ytd, sundae, dat i went to jb.

wit me parents n me sis..

went there to buy some skool stuff..

bought a new bag, pencil case n a polo-t

all were nice..

wasnt satisfied..didnt get all de stuffs dat i wanted..

but well..at least it was sumting..

i guess dats de end of de 4 dae report huh..

maybe later at nite update bout todaes happenings..

so till here den..

later!

outz-

2006-12-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

hey ppl

sori didnt update for a long time..

guess its jus de same reason all de time..

being bz is all i hav been doing..haiz..

project..project..project..

cant wait for dis freakin ting to end.

which will be quite soon..

hmm..since i didnt update my blog for quite some time..

i guess i hav to make up for it huh..

n im terribly sori for those ppl who go to my blog but there is nuting to see..

haha..sori ya..

erm..i cant remember much of wat happened in de last 2 wks..

other den doin my work n skool stuff..

well..it has been rather a boring wk.

hmm..lets see..

for de past 2 wks there had been no bnd..

coz of their lng break..so sad..

i bet probably most of de bnd members didnt prac arh..

so all de best of luck to u all wen bnd resumes tmr..haha

k larh..gonna start talking crap alrady if i continue like dat..

erm..lets start wit todaes happenings..

todae, wednesday, 20 dec '06..

woke up kinda late..was happy to see de sun shining in de morning

coz it has been raining cats n dogs de past 2 daes..

damn hate it wen it rains..coz u cant go out..not exactly canot go out arh..

but diff to get ard to places..

hmm..jus nw went out wit izuanto, shrimp, impster, zac n syawqi..

was bored larh..nuting to do..dat was for dem larh..

for me i go out coz i wana buy sumting..

jus a small gift for ain..luv her so much..hahah

so..met up wit shrimp n im 1st at de bus stop near me house..

walked all de wae to admiralty mrt..den we were on our wae to mit izuanto n de rest at bugis..

so we were late arh..quite late..hahha! as usual..

met iz at de NLB..like he got no other better place to go like dat..

so go there do nuting..den went to bugis walked ard for awhile while waitng for syawqi n zac to arrive..

so we went walkin ard n ard..n suddenly stopped infront of dis neoprint shop..

n of all tings in de world..im n izuanto suggested to take neoprints..

like WTH?! wat would 4 guys wana do takin neoprints??

dun even hav de intention to do dat..

besides..it sounds n looks so gayish..eewww..yucks!!

kk..enuf of dat..

so after syawqi n zac arrived..went to eat at raffles hospital banquet..

n all of us ate chicken rice.. -.-

like nuting else to eat like dat..hah

was budget abit larh..

so after dat..we went off..shrimp nidda go off alrady coz he nid to go for 'ngaji'

den syawqi wanted to go hm alrady.. so left 4 of us: me, iz, im n zac

we headed for marina square nxt still in search for de gift..

reached there..den straight away went to look for de shop

quite a few shops to look at arh..

so still walked ard..den went to rest for awhile outside at de big staircase at marina sq

de 1 facing esplanade..so lepak down there..for quite some time

talked bout de old stuff..sec skool happenings n all..

after dat went back in..to look for de gift

n finally found 1 nice 1 to buy for her..

so ended up buying it..cost bout $30..

hope she likes it..

after all dat kecho2..went hm at last..

which was like bout 8.30 alrady..

so took de mrt n bla3..

n dats de end of todae..woohoo.

finally a post after so lng..hahha!

till here for nw.. outz-

2006-12-04T21:37:00.000+08:00

aite..nw im back..with de 2nd post..

quite lng huh..but nt lng enuf..hahha!!

so here it goes..

continued frm where i stopped jus nw..

erm..which was..ermm..

shit i 4gt..ouh yar..

de trip to malaysia tingy..

so i tink i dun wana talk bout it larh..

realli boring arh..jus nw post so boring alrady..

haiz.. so moving on..

so ytd..came back to s'pore ard 4 sumting like dat..

den went to s'pore expo to see some of de fairs which were goin on.

went to de 'big boys toyz' fair..whereby dey showcased all de fancy nice cars, motors etc..

not dat nice arh..nuting actualli..boring arh..

so after all dat boredom..went hm..even much more boring..

went hm den slp..was like damn tired larh..

haiz..miss ain so much..dunno wen can mit up wit her again..

gonna get much more bz..nt sure if got time or nt..

hmm..hols are comin..maybe there's time..

hope to see her soon..

hmm..nw movin on to todae..had skool as usual..

todae wasnt dat boring larh..

had some fun in skool..hahah!!

so in lecture..found out in depth wat actually does an architect do..

quite troublesome leh..so much stuff to do..running ard here n there..

so after dat break..go mkn..kecho here n there..crazy larh all dis poly ppl..

so went back to studio..continue to do work..

n finally get chance to talk wit de lecturer bout my project..

yes arh..eventhou im wae behind..at least i can come up wit sumting..

de lecturer sae gt interesting spaces in de house..n was quite nice..

so de lecturer gave more ideas to further develope n all..

so nw its like..hav to work much more harder arh..

so after talking to de lecturer..had sorta a break larh..

coz pretty much nuting to do there..

didnt bring my stuff jus nw..

so wat else to do..but den to drum

hahah!!

nw its like..a few of my classmates are crazzy over drumming arh..

n dey asked me to teach dem..n i was at first like..wth..

gt time meh?? but den..since im there..n they r my frens..

so y not..i teach dem out of my gd will..

hmm..not bad larh..gt danial, luqman, dzariif, fathy, ashrul n zhaoyi..

quite a few who want to learn..

maybe 1 dae i should charge dem for lessons..lets sae $5/hr

hahah!!

no larh..jk onli..

veri enthu sia dey all..power arh..

lucky gt dzaki to help out..well..i can sae dat it takes loads of patience to teach dis kinda stuff..

well..gd luck to u guys aite!! all de best in pursuing may watever it be a dream or hobby or like danial sae part-time tingy..hahah!!

so danial even bought his own pair of sticks arh..jus to learn de drums..

cool arh..nice sticks he has..

so dat was de end of todae..

still pretty much de same old boring ting rite..

haiz..

so im off nw..if can update sumore tmr..

c ya aites!!

2006-12-04T20:28:00.001+08:00

orite arh..

finally got time to blog sumting..sorry for de lng wait aite..

been bz wit stuffs last wk..alwaes sae wana update but end up nvr do aniting..

hahah!!

hmm..lets see..

bout last wk mon-thurs nuting much happened arh..

jus plain old skool..ouh yar..

nw nidda start on VIZ alrady..haiz..

so much stuff to do..can i complete it on time??

well..i realli wana score well for dis project..

coz i nidda cover wat i hav lost in de other past projects..

erm..im not up to de schedule arh..

abit slow..not to sae abit arh..

im veri2 slow n far behind..damn.

all my other frens are like damn wae ahead of me arh..

argh!! damn it!! im so slacking..

nidda do more!! more!!

k larh..i tink dats dat for my dae of skool n stuff..

hmm..now..

touch abit on fri, sat n sun..

lets see nw..on fri..skool starts at 8..

came abit late..but yet..not many ppl were there..

its like so few arh..every fri is like dis arh..

can consider it a norm alrady larh..

so suppose to submit de HTA journal draft tingy for sem 2

but i did on de wrong building..oopss..so it was all crap arh..

nidda do another 1 asap n send it in again..

went for lunch at ard 11.30 like dat..

den after dat i went off..while my frens go do thier stuff..

i nidda rush back to wdlnds arh..

coz goin to mit ain..so lng didnt mit up wit her alrady..

hahah! kinda miss her alrady..

so mit up wit her at her blk..den go lepak sumwhere..

ard 2 like dat she wanted to go mit her fren at cwp..

but suddenly it started to rain..but lucky enuf her fren sae mit at a later time..

so we tot dat de rain would stop..

but den..it got worse..it started to get damn freakin heavy arh.

den it was like damn cold also arh..

so de time was alrady 3..so jus heck de rain n quickly go take bus to cwp..

after dat ain go mit her fren..print duno wat pics..den walk ard..

den go hm..lucky enuf it alrady stopped rainin..

so sent her hm..but b4 dat lepak again at de same blk b4 time 4 her to go hm..

which was like ard 5 like dat..

so after all dat..

i quickly went hm..coz suppose to go out wit my family..

goin to JB..

but gt into some trouble..

my passport 4gt to check..it was like goin to expire alrady larh..

4gt to go extend..so i canot go dat nite arh..

de plans nid to be changed..den like my mum make alot of noise arh..

quite funni thou..stupid larh actualli..

so den my other cuzzies, uncles n aunts went off first..

nxt mornin woke up early..to go to de ICA n get my passport validity extended..

reached there at 7 n like there was a freakin lng queue larh at de entrance..

cant imagine all de ppl there so early come to queue so as to go in first..

haiz..den wait lng2..

so after gt de extension..quickly went off to JB n mit up wit me cuzzies..

so it was gonna be like a 2 dae 1 nite stay at my cuzzies house..

lets see..is it gonna be fun or jus plain boring???

wait for my second post k..hahah..

2006-11-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

elo ppl..

erm..so i tink todaes post jus a follow up of ytd's 1.
coz todae didnt do aniting..jus went out wit my family onli..
nuting much..boring arh..

ouh yar..
i tink im not gonna change my skin for quite some time..
but i'll leave de tag board there 4 u all to tag..
den i'll repli at ur blog or sumting aite..
sori arh..

hmm..
nw still on de quest..in finding my true self again..
i totally lost my self since all de fucked-up tings started..
now suddenly like flashback sia..all de tings..
all de tings which happened..in de past..
k..time to erase all de fucked-up content..
so nw seeing de beautiful past..
all de funny, lame, n stupid stuff which hav happened or been done..
kinda miss de past..being de old me..
de old myself..hahha

so nw..which to choose..i duno..
to live de new me now..wit some improvisations..
or choose to be de old me..de old me which can still be fucked-up..
or jus be plain me..who i used to be..
haiz..
i guess jus go wit de flow huh..
u cant see wat lies ahead of u..
but u hav to go thru it..
jus goin wit de flow wit watever dat comes up..
but dun do any stupid tings animore arh..

im sure my frens would be there 4 me wen i need dem..
n i will alwaes be ready whenever dey need me..

yea!!
i passed my practical test..hahah!!
so nw wat..
im officially "superman"..dah dapat lesen dah..hahah
"flying" license..hah
no larh..
it jus takes time..
for 1self to realise wat dey hav done..
so hav to jus take it slow..

k..erm..rite nw otak jam..
canot tink wat to rite..
hmm..
well..rite nw..
jus wana appreciate more of my frens arh..
but same time hav to deal wit project..
ouh shit..forgot bout dat..
haiz..
nvm larh..
leave it to some last min work..
kk..
im starting to sound fucked-up alrady..
must control..tink happy..
hahah!!
blh jadi giler sak gini..
at least giler better den fucked-up rite..
remember like 1 sng: i'm not crazy, i'm jus a little unwell
nice sng dat 1..but to bad not available to be uploaded in de blog..
fuck it larh..

so..till here den i guess..
tmr i gt skool..shit arh
c ya ppl.. \m/

2006-11-26T00:09:00.000+08:00

hey there ppl..

sori for nt updating my blog for a lng time alrady..

its been like wat..more den 1 wk alrady..

actually kinda 4gt bout it larh..hahah

too bz..as if onli..

hmm...

1 wk has passed..wat to write i duno..

well..i changed my blog skin..

wana tryout dis style of skin..diff frm my previous 1..

but wtf..gt side effect arh..

it screwed up my tagboard..eventhou i chose de smalest 1 alrady..

haiz..sori bout dat ppl..

niwae..jus wanted to hav a simple 1..dats all..

hmm..lets see..last wk..

been bz doin some microstation drawings of my plans, sect n elevations..

it was basically all crap arh..damn fucked-up arh..

oops..i tink dis fucked-up tingy is realli getting into me..

haiz..but well..

jus heck it larh..sae watever u wana sae..

coz its alrady fucked-up rite..

harap2 jgn sampai jadi virus sudah..

nnt ppl will go ard saeing it..

not nice man..hahah

crazy larh..

like de song by eamon: fuck it

it was a nice 1..

n it was realli uncencored arh..cool sng..

sial arh..i tink im goin crazy alrady..

argh!!

okok..jus hang in there abit..

remembered wat rabia said to me in msn..

n wat qraisha said too..

firstly if gt problem..dun choose killing urself as 1 of ur options..

there r plenty other more solutions to it.

killing urself jus makes it worse rite..

stupid sia julio!!

okie..other den hurting urself more wit ur own problem..

u alwaes hav frens ard u..frens who realli care bout u..

frens who will be there 4 u..

but well.. other den parents..they are de nxt closest ppl u hav..

u see..dis damn self-centered freak julio..

he didnt realise it..until dat dae..n heard bout wat truly happened..

when he was about to be superman who cant fly..

so u guys get wat i mean by saeing dat rite??

if dun..den nvm..

so..friends..

eventhou ur nt close to ur frens..dun treat dem differently..

coz dey are still ur frens rite..

but de fact is dat u dun talk much..dun even mingle ard..

but until 1 dae u found out dat all ur frens care bout u..

dey dun wan u to do stupid stuffs..

dey dun wana see u go awae frm de face de earth..

dis simply shows dat dey care arh..eventhou dey r nt ur close frens..

suddenly..my views on my frens totally change..

well..ppl sae i've changed..for watsoever reasons also i duno..

but dey want me to jus be simply me back again..

stop being dis freakin jerk..

i'll try arh..not try arh..

i wana be back to de old normal original me..

wish dat tings were where dey were suppose to be..

so..i guess dats dat 4 nw..

jus wana leave a little sumting..

on wat i tink bout having frens ard..

"If one day you feel like crying,
Call me.
I don’t promise you that I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you..

If one day you want to run away,
Don’t be afraid to call me.
I don’t promise to ask you to stay,
But I can run with you..

If one day you don’t want to listen to anybody,
Call me.
I promise to be very quiet..

But,
If one day you call
And there is no answer..

Come fast to see me,
Perhaps I need you.."

well..dats done..

n ended my dae nicely nw..

so..cya \m/

2006-11-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

Orite..finally can update quite smoothly todae..
Yea man.

Haiz..
Not feeling dat happi arh todae..duno y..

Skool as per normal for ytd n jus nw..
Ytd finished off early..
So went to mit up wit ain, rabia n aisyah @ cwp.
Kinda boring already larh dat place..
Nth much left of it..coz maybe almost everydae go there.

Hmm..
Decided to go n catch a movie wit dem..
Kecho2 here n there..n ended up watching de Grudge 2..
Scary..but boring..
I hate de cathay cinema @ cwp here..de seats r not comfy at all arh..
After dat..went to eat @ macD..
Soon all wanted to go hm alrady..
So went hm arh..i sent ain hm..
Wanted to walk..but den she wanted to take bus..
So nvm den..
Had a fun time thou..
After sending her hm..tot of joinin azri, shrimp n dey all playing soccer..
But den look at de time..quite late alrady arh..
Coz nidda go hm to do work..

Crap shit larh..gt lots of work to do..
Haiz..
Enuf bout ytd..

So todae..went out abit early..
Coz went to mit ain den send her to skool..
As in go for band prac larh..
Afterdat went to skool..alone as usual..
Wat a boring lng ride to skool..
Wish had PSP or sumting as form of entertainment in de mrt..

So had CADP lecture..betty wasn’t there..
She was on maternity leave..
And dis dude came to replace her..
N his name was mr.doshi..
Some Indian guy..
We all tot dat he was jus some relief teacher..
Sit there n giv lecture..
But didn’t quite understand wat he was saeing arh..
So started of wit de VIZ..
He was damn gd arh..pro sia..
Do dis n dat in like such a short time..
Power arh..
N every1 in class was like “whoa!!”

Den after dat tutorial..
Bla3..

I tink I dun wana mention bout skool alrady..
Haizz..

After went back hm..
Turn on com see ppl blog..
Listen music..den continue work..
I still duno y im nt feeling happi todae..
Argh.!! forget it larh..
No use writing here also..
Like as if ppl will care..
Actually nobody does arh..
Dis is jus crapping..
Ppl will tink wth am I doin writing all dis shit here..
Coz dey dun care..
Sae y write all dis?? Wana tell de whole world izit??

Enuf arh..
Jus till here onli..
Aint gonna continue..
Aint gonna do my work anymore..

N lets all be superman for a dae..
Superman wit grade F in flying..
Yippee!!
I would luv to do dat man..

Orite..
Bubbye!!
Leave a not if u wana join me aite..
Cya!!

2006-11-14T21:29:00.000+08:00

argh!! my freakin internet giving me some probs..

keep on disconnecting..den de post which i write all didnt even get to be posted..

ending up i didnt knw wat i wrote..n having to write it all over again..

haiz..

ytd was suppose to hav another post..but den while i was publishing de damn ting..

de internet gt disconnected again arh..n dat was like a veri lng post..

nw hav to write it all over again.. NO!!!!

haiz..

on 2nd tots i tink dat i dun wana rewrite wat i wrote ytd..

jus continue wit normal posting..of other stuff which has happened..

hmm..well..but jus brief 1 will do larh..

last fri..gt bnd..

n was lucky enuf can go..coz no skool..hahah

abit weird arh coz dat dae change of timing due to some O lvl listenin compre..

so can bout after 9..

den bla3..some warm-up n a lil' bit of combine..

den sectionals all de wae till lunch..

went for lunch wit me sect..wasnt as kecho as alwaes arh..

coz not de full sect was there..

corn wasnt there coz she went for de NCO camp tingy..

upcomin DM huh..

den..after band..

went together wit de sect to go support corn @ her POP for de NCO camp..

i was quite late arh..ard 6 den start..

it was a nice show..

well done corn..nice 1..

n ouh yar..at de POP..

was veri de kecho arh..not to mention bout de amount of ppl arh..

i mean like our bnd was dispersed all over de stadium larh..some here some there..

den i sat down at back row wit ain, qraisha, rabia n amirul..

quite a cramp space to sit down there..

but had fun though..

coz some ppl there came up wit an edited version of de sng pencinta wanita..

hahah..

so it goes a lil' sumtin like dis:

"aku memang pencinta wanita, namun ku bukan superman..

yg setia pada seribu gadis, ku hanya mencintai dia.."

hahah!!

i like de sng man..nice2..

kk..well enuf for dat dae i guess..

so sat didnt do much..n bla3..

todae n ytd went to skool as per normal..

realised dat i hav alot of catching up to do..

n realli alot..

haiz...

orite den..

dats it for todae..

hope to be posting again tmr..

c ya aite..

chiao!!

2006-11-12T00:03:00.000+08:00

hey there ppl

dis would be my first post for todae..

wait for more to come aite..

k..err..i actually dunno wat to write at de moment
gt to many tings stuck up in my head..cant realli tink..
haiz..

hmm..i tink dat i'll try to write bout tings which hav recently happened..
actually a lot of tings did happen.

nw im in a state of making a veri important decision..
ever wonder..if u end up in poly..taking up a course
which u tot dat u liked n hav interest in..
well..architecture was so called my dream course n also my ambition last time.
since taking up de course..i realised dat i cant cope wit it..
i cant handle all de project works..i'd rather be doin exams..

since it was dat wae..i didnt quite like de course..
started skipping classes, not being serious bout it..
till then a letter came..i wasnt at hm dat dae..
but my parents were..so they opened up de letter as it was frm my skool..
soon i recieved a phone call frm my dad..asking where am i n all den told me to go hm asap after doin watever dat i was doin..
upon reaching hm.
my mum told me dat she read de letter stating dat i wasnt serious bout skool..having poor attendance..
i was quite shocked at de moment as i didnt expect a letter to come..
but my mum was realli veri upset..

err..i guess dat i was in de wrng..
i feel so guilty..so wrng..
i had to tink back on wat i hav done..
de nxt mornin..sat for breakfast together wit my parents..
talk bout dis issue..so called having a heart to heart talk..
well..i can tell dat my mum was realli3 veri2 upset bout it..
i jus couldnt take it..
i told my mum dat i didnt like de course..i couldnt handle it..
i then told her dat i wanted to change course..
surprisingly she said okie..saeing dat it is okie to do wat u like..
for a 2nd option i opted to change to a diff course which is, DMAT..
dip. in music n audio technology..
but behind all dat saeing yes n all to my decision..
i still knw dat my mum was upset..

de nxt dae..my father talked to me..
telling me to tink properly b4 i make my decision..
he den said dat..my mum was having high hopes for me becoming an architect since i took up an architecture course..
i was den awstruck..i didnt knw dat my mum had so much hope for me..
n yet i let her down..
i just felt so wrng n guilty..
y did i hav to do dis kind of tings..
to tink back..i jus didnt treasure alot of wat i hav..
didnt tink of other ppl whom i may affect..
but nw..i tink i alrady knw..
i'll try my best to make my parents happi..
and i realli hav to tink again bout changin course..

haiz...k..i tink dat would be enuf for dat topic..

nxt i tink i'll jump to last wks hari raya celebrations wit de bnd members..
well..not all arh..
jus a few here n there..n plenty of which gt to knw onli last min..

n im one of them..

actualli didnt plan to go coz of my jamming schedule..

but den..jus went wit dem for de sake of fun?? duno larh..

its coz my jamming was later in de evening at 5pm..

after go to dis house here n there.met up wit shawal at cwp to go jamming together..

after jamming n all dis..finished at ard 7+..

in the end still gt time to join de other bnd members who were still having thier jln raye..

sempat seh...well..i knw dat sum1 on dat dae wasnt happi..dont want to mention any names larh..

haiz..

okok..i tink dis is enuf for dis post..

will get another post up n done wit..n end my story for last wk..

2006-11-06T20:20:00.000+08:00

.:elo ppl:.

gd evening n gd dae to all u ppl out there

firstly i wana sae sori dat i nvr update my blog for a damn lng time
didnt hav time for all dis..been quite bz lately
well..i aint gonna blog bout wat happened for de past wk
im jus gonna write bout interesting stuff which happened

last sat had an openhouse..invited all my frens over for hari raya celebrations
n also my parents invited some my aunts n uncles(paternal)
my frens who turned up at de openhouse were my poly frens, ex-classmates of wgs, bnd members of wgs, frens frm my previous sec sch(tks), n some other wgs frens
had lots of fun on dat dae..well abit tiring thou

it was as usual 'kecho'..wit ppl here n there..
but nice to hav them come over..
funni also..coz quite a lng time didnt mit up wit some of them..

k..i tink dat is wat i will write bout for sat
sori didnt elaborate more..

k as for sundae
also had another openhouse for my cuzzies on my maternal side
it was much more 'kecho' arh as comparred to sat
dis was coz my cuzzies here like to stay at my house for a veri2 lng time
which is practically de whole dae arh

but dey came all at diff timings
as per normal..dey all came late arh..
hahah!!

k..dis is a nice pic of me n my cuzzies..but some of my cuzzies couldnt turn up..i'll try to intro dem to ya all frm here..starting frm left to right: me, agia(in orange), siti(white), tariq(de guy in de grey coat inde center), tiara(ma sis), lutfi(de dude wit de red collar), nurul(in white) n lastly, de cute little boy in brown n wit a cute pose is rusyd

hahah!! well i hope u ppl get who is who in de pics arh..if u all want ani numbers or wat..jus tag me aite. hahah!! but seriously arh..u hav to get thru me first..ooooo..im so evil..nah..dat lame..

hmm..so moving on..

we had lots of fun at my house..having all de cuzzies together..wen dey all came..we had lunch together as all were veri de hungry alrady..n my mum n dad cooked nasi briyani..yummy!! so all sat down eat n chatted here n there.. also wit a few jokes..hahah!! damn funni arh.. all like badut sia..blur2 kind like dat..hahah!! jus couldnt stop laughing :p

den after eating all go my rm..like onli my rm is dat big to fit all 8 cuzzies..hahah!! but amazingly.it did.wow..hahah!! den wen i entered de rm wit tariq n lutfi..saw dat de gurls alrady conquered de com 1st..n we were like NO!!!!!!!!! hahah.. de gurls were like watching duno wat korean drama tingy on you-tube..ugggh..i dun watch dis kinda stuff..but niwaes.. we managed to conquer de com after dat..hahah!! played some games..challenged each other see whose better at wat..

first challenge was to play NFS CARBON..nice new game..hahha!! play here n there..drift here n there..end up i win larh..hahah!! den 1st runner up is rusyd(amazing wat a little kid can do huh) he beat both his brothers..den nxt was tariq den lutfi den lastly siti..i salute her man..can play nfs..hahha!! den laugh here n there again..like some mad ppl in de rm..made a few jokes..act ard like baduts..blur2.. was realli damn fun arh..missed dem..

hmm...lets see..dis is a pics of me n my two cuzzies lutfi n tariq..well frankly to sae..dey both are handsome dudes huh..macho..hahh!! well de person wit de funky hair-do behind is me mum.. looks like a candid shot..well dis is de pic which ma sis sae dat i would post.

k..dis is another pic of us..funni dat we took alot more pics den de gals..hahah!!

well2..finally a pic of de gurls..hah! k dis is in ma sis's rm..nice huh..kinda sweet..

hmm..i guess dats about it thou..all de fun times spent together during raye..gonna miss dem..till we mit again cuzzies.. :)

kk..dats enuf bout my wkend alrady..haiz.. nw back to a boring wkdae..not gonna hav sch for 1 wk..but hav lots of work to do..some bugger go n made up dis E-learning wk tingy..spoil onli..hahah!!

err..bout u ppl out there keep on askin me who is dat sum1 i wrote bout rite..well.too bad..im not gonna sae aniting. hahah!! try to past me man..watever it is...i wont sae aniting..

haiz... missing dat sum1 nw.. k larh..jus to change it i sae her n she can?? so less irritating for u all to see sum1 here n there. cant wait to see her again sum dae..

well..i guess i gtg nw..wrote plenty for nw.. njoy de post aite ppl.. hope to update again soon..

cya!!

2006-10-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

.:heyz ppl:.

finally got time to update my blog..hahah.

well todae post slightly special arh..

gonna be dedicated to sum1 which i treasure.

n dat sum1 is me lil' sis(or sae in malay is adk angkat)

my adk angkat is aisyah..wgssb trombonist..

k..so here it goes..

but b4 dat..go read her blog first.

she gt write sumting bout me..

hmm..dis lil' sis of mine rite..

knw her thru bnd..i also duno hw i gt to knw her

im an alumni n she's onli sec1 rite

well..nw at least she's my adk angkat.hahah!!

hmm..i treat her as my own sis coz she veri de caring to me.

jus wana tell her dat im alwaes here for wen she is in need..

will nvr forget her..alwaes support her..

well so far it has been okie..gt arh some fites but over stupid issues

haiz..but dun gt to see her often..so sad..

im bz wit skool alwaes..n onli gt to see her durin bnd prac

sumtimes dun even gt to attend bnd prac..haiz..

well..apart frm my real sis, Tiara, she's jus as caring

n for dat i thank her..aite

i tink dats all bout her nw..

nxt..gona update bout todaes happenings.

nuting much realli did happened todae.

didnt hav skool jus nw.

woke up quite early in de mornin

nuting to do..jus sit infront of com play games n listen to music.

well..i jus cant live witout music..

witout it..like there is sumting missing..

afterdat..intend to go out in de afternoon wit sum1

waited for dat sum1 to finish skool..which was at ard 1++

went out to mit dat sum1 near vista park..

met up dat sum1 n dat sum1's frens.

walked to vista point, bought drinks..

den sent dat sum1 hm..didnt get to spend much time wit dat sum1 todae..

dat sum1 dhad some other plans wit dat sum1's frens..

went for jln raye..tot of waiting..but dat sum1 will onli be done till late nite..

so didnt get to wait for dat sum1..

haiz..wasnt quite happi wit wat happened jus nw..

at least im contented enuf to see dat sum1..

kinda missing dat sum1 alrady..

it was like freakin boring arh after dat..

gt nuting better to do..

so went to lepak wit shrimp under his blk.

had quite a lng chat..which was while waitting for imran to finish skool..

den headed for cwp..had lunch at bk.

was damn hungry arh dat time..coz didnt eat si nce mornin..

n was alrady quite late.

after dat went to shrimp's blk again to lepak..

after quite sum time..gt bored n headed hm..

haiz..damn boring arh todae..

well at least me lil' sis cheered me up..

dats sumting..:)

i guess its till here den..gtg alrady.

nites ppl..

.:chiao:.

2006-10-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

.:waddup:.

hey ppl..lng time nvr post aniting..hahah..
dis tingy here is also alrady becomin dead..
hmm...lets see..wat's there to write..
well..i guess there's plenty of stuff.

niwaes..ytd was Hari Raya..yea!!
so Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri..maaf zahir batin..
to all me muslim frenz out there aite..
but wats weird is dat..it doesnt seem to feel like hari raya.
hah. i even thought dat it was still fasting jus nw mornin.
hahah!!
but well..seriously it didnt feel like hari raya..

haiz..didnt get enuf slp coz of all de hari raya preparations..
n also de freakin submission of de final project..lucky interim onli.

ytd in de mornin..went for de Hari Raya prayers..den went back hm..
seek forgivness frm parents n den had breakfast together..
after dat..had a short nap..or should i sae rather lng nap..
woke up..gt ready to go to me granny's house.
me n my sis couldnt wait to get there as we could mit up wit our cuzzies..
hahah
but well..lucky enuf we all reached there at ard de same time..like as though planned to reach at de same time..

haiz...but gt larh some prob n complication.
n its all like f***ed up arh..
we all were like so excited to mit each other..
but some freakin ppl wan to make a damn shit situation out of it arh..
i feel like so hurt u knw..wen see even hari raya families cannot get together..
its jus so sad..my granny down there so happi to see all of us turn up..

i jus luv my cuzzies all so cute..hahh.
well at least we do nt hav any conflicts.
its jus de adults..dunno wat de freakin hell is wrng wit dem..
end up..gt to see each other for a short while onli..n de nxt time will be till nxt hari raya
haiz...y must it be like dis..realli damn sad arh...

k..here r some of de pics which i managed to snap..

k..i guess dats it for de pics..lazy to upload more.

niwaes nw alrady wat time sia..im tlike tired alrady..hahah

hmm..lets see wat will happen tmr.

ouh yar..i hav no skool tmr..yeay!! hahah..

err...cant wait to mit some1 tmr..lng time no see..

miss dat person..haiz..nvm...

tmr den continue posting again aite..

yup...so well..i gtg nw.

hope to update often enuf..

gd bye ppl..hah

.:chiao:.

n oh yar..FYI..de information in my sis's blog bout de hari raya dae is all a fakey..
hahah!!

>>quote of de dae: Carpe Diem!! (sieze the day!! in latin)<<

2006-10-17T23:48:00.000+08:00

.: harlo :.

waddup ppl?? hahah.. boring aint it..

hmm...was quite an interesting dae at skool jus nw..

interesting which also meant terrible..

k jus nw mornin didnt slp after eating early breakfast..

which was like ard 5 in de mornin..cool huh..

hahah. was like damn slpy arh..

stayed up by playin games..but i dun exactly hav games on my comp

jus basically downloaded de demo..n played on until it gets boring shit..

den got ready to to skoll at ard 9..waited for my fren, Shahrim(a.k.a shrimp)

at wdlnds mrt station..went to skool together..

k dat part was boring..

den in skool. was MAT lesson jus nw..

de lecture was like damn boring arh..ppl in de back all doin thier own stuff

n de lecturer as if blind nvr see..wth..

during tutorial didnt do quite much..well..

at least i managed to complete my 1st storey floor plan..

but not compramised yet..

n at de same time..played NFSMW on Joel's laptop..

kinda fun arh..help to release stress n also help time fly past faster..

hahah!! n i won for him his speedtrap race which a few ppl played n cannot get thru..

hmm...interesting..hah!

finished skool at bout 5++ jus nw..

went to meet Imran n Shrimp at Dover MRT..

n there were like loads of ppl..n something damn stupid had to happen to de freakin train..

we were on de platform n a train was alrady there..it was packed full..

den de doors were like opening n closing repeatedly..

for like i duno hw many times..ppl all were like getting frustrated..

hahah!! kinda funny thou..

den worst come to worst..de train broke down at station itself..

didnt even gt to move off..den ppl onboard were all like WTF!!..dey had to come out of de train..

suddenly de whole platform was covered with ppl...

it was quite late alrady..so by our judgements..we assume dat we couldnt go hm on time

to make it for break fast..so we made a decission to break fast outside..

which was at BK IMM..haiz..need to spend my money..

tot of saving it..if eat at hm den no prob arh..hah

well actualli b4 dat i was supposed to go mit some1 at some place..

but didnt gt to do dat coz finished skool later den expected..

haiz...still gt lots of stuff stuck up in my mind but jus cant sae it out..

sometimes it gets stressful to keep all dis up in ur head..

n fren jus showed me dis music video..n den there was dis gurl in de video..

it kinda reminded me of some1 whom i've knwn last time..

n realli de gurl looked de same..n even realli seems like her arh..

all her actions n stuff..n it realli struck deep into my head..

n then there was a total flashback of wat heppened in de past..

coz of dat some1..it realli jus hurts arh..

haiz..still cant get her out of my mind..

argh!! i duno hw much longer i can bare wit dis..

realli damn diff to forget her..

everyting i do or anywhere i go or see ppl do..

sure it will be someting which has to do wit her.

its like everywhere...jus cant seem to forget..

flashbacks r veri dangerous..haiz..

nw i'll leave here a simple msg for some1,

sori dat it will be in coded form..so u ppl cant read..

well onli left de title for u all to see..

n it will be:

The Pearl

Gur crney juvpu v nz ybbxvat sbe va lbh vf:
Fbzrguvat erny juvpu v ubyq qrneyl gb,
Bar va n zvyyvba,
Ener naq fcrpvny,
Fbzrguvat cerpvbhf gb zr juvpu v pner sbe,
Gur crney gung tvirf zr wbl naq ynhtugre,
Noyr gb znxr zr fzvyr,
Purre zr hc jura v’z qbja,
Yvfgra gb zr jura v nz va arrq,
Jurer v pna fubj zl ybir gb,
Fbzrguvat gung vf cevpryrff naq ab bar pna unir,
Gur zbfg havdhr crney bs gur bprna,
Naq v guvax gung v unir sbhaq gung crney va zl yvsr,
Naq gung crney vf lbh…
Fcrpvny va lbhe bja jnl…

k i hope dat it will be at least someting..n ppl who can read it..

well jus keep quite..n for dat some1..well i hope dat u can appreciate it..

till here then...

i wrote too much i guess...

cya soon..gtg

.:chiao:.

2006-10-16T05:57:00.000+08:00

.: haiz... :.

harlo ppl..sori for not updating for a damn freakin lng time.

jus couldnt find time for it..well nw u im updating by jus writing sumting here..

n now is like damn early in de mornin..dunno wat to do liao..

later goin to school..de final project i guess is gonna be a killer..

n our freakin interim is like during de first week of Hari Raya(23/10 - 27/10).

dont u tink dat is kinda racist or somesort like dat.. haiz...

well for de past wk n daes..alot of tings sorta happened..

plenty which are interesting..n some.. unexpected..

in de last few daes life for me has been de same old boring ting

still linggering upon de tot of dat sum1 which i lost will come back to me..

but i guess dat it is not gonna happen..unless it is a miracle..

jus cant getdat person out of my mind..its jus simply difficult..

all de times were unforgettable..well i guess i shouldnt elaborate more..

hmm..a couple of daes ago..miraculously..

someting happened..n was sorta unexpected..

someting which will ease my pain n suffering..

someting which maybe could change me..

someting dat would change my life..

someting for me to hold on too..

well watever it is..im not gonna tell ya all..

hahha!!! up to u to tink whether all dat i've said above is crap shit or nt..

haiz..its jus so weird..

strange..

well i guess its till here onli then..

more updating will be done later

.:chiao:.

>>quote of de dae:

Life only travels once…
Today’s moment becomes tomorrow’s memory…
Enjoy every moment good or bad…
Because the gift of life is precious…<<

2006-10-06T00:21:00.000+08:00

.:ello:.

hei..waddup ppl..hahh
its been some time i didnt post sumting..
so todae im just gonna update abit.
coz nw im veri tired alrady..

had skool jus nw..was CADP lesson
gt to learn hw to use de Autocad 3D VIZ
kinda cool..as we need to do up a 3D model of our primer 3..
but damn it arh..i didnt do my primer 3 properly..
so its kinda diff to visualise de model
shitz arh..nw final project like damn stressful arh..
gt loads to do..

after skool jus nw..met up wit Danial, Fahmi n Din
went to bugis first as wanted to go see de Suria Raya Carnival..
but it was nuting much..den walked all de wae to funan mall..
whereby we settled down at KFC to break fast..
kinda awkward to break fast at a fastfood outlet
but well..at least it satisfied our stomaches :)

after dat waited for Shad..we were bout to go jamming..
so we waited for him as he didnt join us earlier on..
lucky he wasnt late..but there was a hold up by de other band in de studio..
de dude taking care of de studio was like saeing last song alrady
but seems like dey purposely played a freaking long number arh
we were scheduled to jam at 9..but instead..got in at ard 9:15
but dat band was gd thou..

so we started warming up n tuning(for de guitarist: Dan, Din n Shad)
Fahmi was de vocalist..n me..
err...de drummer..well jus an amatuer..nt any gd thou..
we played pieces frm metalica
such as: master of puppets, fuel, for whom the bell tolls n fade to black
it was a fun session thou
gt Fahmi to record us playing de pieces
overall..de nicest song we played was for whom de bells tolls
simply coz it was a simple piece..lol

.:de band: Dan, Din, Fahmi n Shad:.

.:Din n Shad strumming awae:.

well..i guess dats bout it..

.:cya:.

2006-10-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

.:hello-hello:.
haiz...project after project..
dis time much more worst..they rushing us to complete dis n dat
rushing submission stuff n all..damn pressurising sia..
just nw was de briefing for de new Final Project..
well..alot of ppl were late, including me which came wit de 1 whole gang of 01 n 02 students
which all were waiting at Dover MRT station..
didnt realli quite get wat de final project was about
all i knw is dat it has gt to do wit primer 3..
sickening sia...

den in de afternoon went for de site visit, which was sumwhere at Bukit Timah
deep inside..where all de fancy n classy houses are located..
saw nice semi-d's n bungallows..but too bad no fancy cars..
all de house nice2 but de car cheapskate..haiz...

well we were as thou gonna tear down de original house at de site
n to build a new 1 over it..
de site was rather old...n alot of trees around it
n while doin de site analysis..
we came upon sumting veri interesting..but it has gt nuthin to do wit architecture
we stumbled upon dis freakin big grasshopper at de field next to de house..

n SOME uncivilised archi student gt nuthin better to do n go disturb de poor thing there
n dat freakin Kah Hoe purposely go step near de grasshopper..n it like suddenly jump off
n flew away..n i was sway enuf to be standing in its wae..it was as thou it was like attracted to me..
feq arh dat Kah Hoe..nuthin better to do..go disturb some harmless creature..
hahahh!!! but it was freakishly funni thou..hahha!!

okok..i tink enuf bout dat alrady..

after de site visit went on to de URA center to see some exhibition..

dey make nice models there..n i realli mean veri nice..

n thier presentation of thier concepts n all are like superb..

hah..wish to be of dat standard some dae..

after all dat hastle..we went back to school for ADS lecture..

it was a short 1 thou..after dat went hm..finally can rest..

damn tired sia go here n there..fasting month sumore..haiz..

ok..i tink i can write till here onli..so tired..

i wana rest alrady..nites..

.:chiao:.

>>quote of de dae: love is at times humanoid, indecisive, stupid, ignorant, and blind and at times manifested in a particular someone you barely even know.<<

2006-10-01T23:05:00.000+08:00

.:hey3:.
its been quite some time since i last post sumtin
so dis is gonna be kinda long post..
so bare wit me ppl
coz de last few daes..lots of tings happened
but not dat interesting arh..

so let me start from .:fri 29/09:.
dis is continued from de post on thurs
so de submission dae did come for dis round case study project
eventhou it was de final dae...we still gt lots of stuff to do..
de model not complete yet..
its kinda tough to do de 2nd storey of de Villa Savoye..
coz dats mainly de living ground in de building
more stuff in it...
so we rushed de model n de paper work
well de model turned out wonderful..n de paper work was alot
well done grp..
hope dat we can score for dis project..

so wen i gt home..was like damn tired
not enuf slp..haiz..
but i hav de wkend ahead to rest..yea.

nw moving on to .:sat 30/09:.
sat mornin was borin..coz there was no soccer!!
due to de fasting month..hahah
but was realli boring..miss playing soccer

so got to rest a little bit more..which is wake up at a later time arh
hahah..
den went out wit my family for de whole dae..
tiring sia..
went market in de first place..surprisingly not dat many ppl dat dae
kinda interesting to go to de market thou
den went on to sheng siong to buy groceries

after all dat hastle...we went out sumwhere looking for new furniture
since hari raya is like ard de corner..
yea!! cant wait..hahah
puasa aru je brape ari dah ingat nk raye
rabak..hahah
kk..dats crap..
so we went to de furniture mall at nicoll high wae there
u knw wat..
i saw Ms Chong..n she was wit her bf..
weewit!! hahah!!
but she nvr recognise me n my sis..
so kinda lucky arh..

after dat went to arab street to see de
Suria Raya Carnival
dey made such a big hastle over it on tv
but yet wen go to de real place
it was like nuting much..
mainly jus selling food
food...food everywhere..
so tempting
hahah!!
we break fast there..den went on to de bazaar at geylang..
not exactly geylang arh..it was much more of paya lebar
hahah
der was like heepz of ppl..so diff to walk..
but lots of nice stuff
cant wait to get my raya clothes..yea!!
kk..enuf for dis dae..

now move on to .:todae 01/10:.
first of all
HAPPY CHILDRENS DAE!!
hahah..to all de children out there..

todae finally realli got to rest..
stayed hm most of de dae..
other den dat went out after break fast to go for de
fasting month nite prayers(terawih)..
after dat..went to lepak wit my frens
rilek 1 corner at a circular area..hahah!!!
hang out wit all me crazy frens..until came to a moment of boredome
whereby until played block catching..n shawal is de target..
freakin nuting to do man..
hahah
so afterdat..went hm...
on de wae hm..we sat down in de middle of de road wit oncomin cars n took some pics
hahah!!
it was crazy thou..but yet cool..
ahahah!!

well...dis is me n shawal in de middle of de road

dis time..wit an oncomin lorry..hahh!!

ok larh..dis is too long alrady..

till here den..more updating to be done on dis tingy..

.:chiao:.

2006-09-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

.:harlo2:.

todae was kinda stressful dae trying to complete de freakin project..

was doin up de model from jus nw afternoon till jus nw..

but nw damn tired alrady arh..need some rest..

de onli ting which i can remember nw is Villa Savoye..haiz...

stayed in sch till bout 7+ jus nw..n breaked fast in sch together

wit me grpmates Dzariif, Dzaki n Danial...dat Hung Kai duno go of to where..

hate to go home during dat time..coz de mrt will be like packed full..

n since i was carrying de model hm..it was quite troublesome as i needed more space..

n all de freakin ppl in de mrt were staring..like dunno wat kinda shit..

haiz...

n TMR IS SUBMISSION!!!

dunno whether can make it on time or not..hopefully can arh..

n Dzariif ask to play soccer tmr..during fasting month leh..

i dunno if i wana go or nt..

but i'd rather spend time at hm relaxing den break fast at hm wit me family..

.:okie den..till here:.

2006-09-27T22:36:00.000+08:00

haiz...todae such a boring dae..

n nt to mention tiring also..go skool early in de mornin den come back hm late..

lucky in time to break fast..

all dis due to some freakin case study project tingy..stayed back wit Dzaki, Dzariif n Hung Kai..

all rushing to complete de project coz we down 1 team member..dat Danial nvr come skool again.

den jus nw first dae of GEMs..took de module: Discovering Music. i tot it was like gonna be hip n amusing..

but yet..it was like freaking boring arh..de lecturer down there like talkin to himself..de whole class doin thier own ting..haiz...

quite regret arh goin for dat module..

im starting to not like architecture at de moment thou..dunno y..

am i not like interested in dis kinda stuff alrady..damn shity sia..

haizz...

till here den..nuting else to write..

2006-09-26T08:49:00.000+08:00

yea!! Hady won S'pore Idol!! cool. hahah..

mentioning bout dis..sumting weird n funny happened ytd..

i was staying at hm stoning for de whole afternoon ytd n suffering from dis irritating flu..

later on in de afternoon..i recieved a phone call..i answered de call..

i was like "hello....hello....hello...." den came a voice of a little girl..

she said, "hello....Hady....Hady....Hady...."

dots...i was like wtf. hw de heck did dat happen..de voting lines no. for s'pore idol was like so way diff frm my hm no.

kinda weird hw did it get thru..n funny as de little girl's voice was kinda cute tinking dat it was de s'pore idol hotline..hahah!!!

didnt get to watch de result show ytd..coz of de fasting month nite prayers..

but on de wae back wit me frens, was alrady like bout 920++pm, den heard ppl screamin from thier homes..de whole neighbourhood was damn noisy..

hahah!! ok enuf talkin bout ytd stuff..

now still early in de morn..so got abit time to write sumtin here..

goin to skool later on..but for a while onli..

so dats it for nw..

.:cya again later aite:.

hey3!

2006-09-25T09:47:00.000+08:00

hey ppl..dis is my 1st time blogging..n for watever reasons also im not sure..

kinda sucky rite dis blog..well just started out wat..will get better as it goes..

n todae skool reopens(2nd semester) n im suppose to be in skool now..

but im here at hm coz im sick..having dis irritating flu..

n not to mention dat de fasting month has jus onli started ytd..

well..gt nothin else to sae alrady..

i guess dis will do for de 1st post..

nw i go n rest..hahah..